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Thursday, June 03, 2004 The Fourth of June:(you may have read this post somewhere else but. . . i am in need of your blessings:)) Tomorrow is the Fourth of June! For all those of you wondering as to what is so special about this day, let me tell you, I was born on that day! Yep, 25 years ago on 4th June 1979, The Khatoon came into this world. So let me celebrate. There are people, I know, who are strictly against celebrating Birthdays. They say that it is not a day to celebrate, yet a day to remember that we are one year older which means, that we have one year less to live. Now I wonder what is so bad about that. I mean, CELEBRATE that you have one year less to live! Celebrate that you have lived for a year more and you have learned more new lessons and then think back on what all you did wrong. My birthday, I believe, is the day when I should sit back and recall all those mistakes that I made intentionally and unintentionally and then ask forgiveness for that. It is a day when I can remember to thank all those people who are in my life; thank them for being there for me at every step, tell them how special they are to me, a day when I can tell them truly how much I love them. It is one day that I get a chance to celebrate being just me; a day when I can ask for blessings from the Lord and from all those who are around me and from all those who are not always around me. Hey! It's my day. DUA Do MUJHE! It is true that I can have numerous times around the year to do all that and it is also true that I will, undoubtedly, but it is so special on my birthday because it is a day marked out. Whether I do thank through out the year is another matter, but on my birthday it becomes a special moment. It brings you closer to all those whom you love. And life can only be bliss, if you have near and dear ones who are happy. It gives me a chance to bring a smile on their lips and I can do that every year. I can make them know how much they mean to me for I know how important it is to know that you are being loved. I honestly believe that I should sit back and think about all the things that I have done in a year and see what all I did was right or wrong; analyze myself. Think about the future, say a special prayer, write down what I need to accomplish in the year to come. Yes, a 'New year' is NOT the time to make resolutions. Your Birthday is the RIGHT time to make the resolutions. 25. Wow! I have come so far in life. 25 years, a silver Jubilee. I have actually lived all that long. I guess I am an 'adult' now. Don't like that word though, it makes me feel 'middle aged' and it gives me that 'yuck' feeling too. Well I will be 50 after 25 more years so what the hell, why worry. There was a time when I wanted to grow up and then there was a time when I wanted to stay 16 all my life. Now is the time that I am really content with my age. I know I have come far, I know I have accomplished each and everything that I put my mind too. I have been rebellious at times and I have been obedient at others. They all taught me one thing and one thing alone. Family matters and it is better to live for your family, rather then hurt them to have your way. You can never be happy if your loved ones aren't. If there is anything that comes with age then it is wisdom. No, I am not talking about your wisdom tooth! Wisdom tooth or otherwise, we all are what we are because of the decisions we take through life. Ok, more on what I have learnt from life tomorrow. Right now, I have a bad headache and a sore throat; I have just woken up after a nap and I had a really bad nightmare (or a 'day-mare' or a 'nap-mare'! What does one call a nightmare that you have during the day?). I don't know how I will feel tomorrow but well . . . tomorrow is tomorrow. The reason I am writing about my birthday in advance is because I am not sure how I will feel tomorrow and of course the main reason, I want you all to come here and bless me tomorrow. Pray for me and my future. :) My 'incomplete' dua: Lord, give me whatever is best for me but grant that I have the patience to bear it all. |
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